I ignored my gut feeling.
I also ignored what I have dubbed my "spidey sense" - that tingling at the back of your neck when you know something isn't right, someone isn't being truthful or maybe you have stepped into an unsafe environment and though you can't see the threat, you can feel it. I always, ALWAYS, listen to my gut. I always pay attention to my spidey sense and rarely am I bamboozled by someone. It happens, I know that. But normally not to me. I always trust my instincts and I am normally right. Except of course when I disregard them. Which I did. Which looking back on is all sorts of a rookie mistake that I should know better than to make.
But make it I did.
Which translates into - I should have trusted myself.
How many of you honestly trust yourself? Do you trust your own judgment; trust your reactions, your gut instincts and your own version of the spidey sense? Or do you find that you are constantly second guessing yourself, listening more to what others are telling you and trusting in their judgment more than you trust in yourself to be right? It is a question that requires a bit of soul searching and being willing to take a hard look within.
The thing of it is, if something gets your gut instincts fired up, your spidey sense tingling and you refuse to see, won't allow yourself to see or pretend not to see the red flags or the cause of what is triggering it all, for whatever reason, you are then responsible in part for what happens next. This was the case with me this past week. I choose to ignore certain comments that were said, look pass behaviors that were a clear indication of the type of person I was dealing with, all because I wanted so much to believe in him. I wanted to help this person with his business because he helped people in a way that inspired me. I wanted to believe in him, so I ignored the warning signs and ignored what my gut was telling me. I allowed him to bamboozle me. I choose not to see things for what they were and it cost me a lot of time, money and peace of mind.
By not listening to your gut instincts, not heeding the spidey sense and not seeing things for what they really are, you are selling yourself and your life short. Who wants to live a lie? Or live with the fear that some day will come when you can't avoid the truth any longer, can't avoid seeing things for what they really are and all of a sudden, BAM! It’s in your face whether you are ready or not.
Trust yourself enough to know that your instincts, your reactions and the tingling on the back of your neck will rarely lead you wrong. I don't care if it is among strangers, out shopping with the girls or a chance meeting with a new potential date. I don't care if it happens with someone you have been close to, married to or dating for years. I don't care if it is your child, your neighbor or some salesman at the door - trust your instincts. Value your judgment and listen to YOURSELF! Stop turning a blind eye and start seeing things for how they actually are and not how you really wish they were. It may hurt, your heart may break, you may feel like a fool but at least you listened to yourself. It will surprise you how much heart ache and misery you will avoid in life once you start trusting your instincts.
Follow your gut.