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Never Ever Give Up

3/18/2014

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 Imagine a  flame inside of your chest - spark. It may be small, flickering like crazy, but it is there, and it is lit. Your duty to yourself is to see to that spark. Protect it and nurture it. There will be days it roars and days it sputters.
 Never-ever-ever, allow it to blow out. That is your fire. That is your soul.
~J.V. Manning

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You are facing something right now and your faith in yourself is non-existent. Life has beaten you down and you are exhausted. Your soul is battered and bruised and hope is like an elusive butterfly, just out of reach or so you tell yourself, over-and-over again. Convincing yourself the pain will never end, your suffering is to be your lot in life, and you don't even want to try to get yourself out of it any more. Why bother? Something else will just come along and knock you back down. You hate yourself for your weakness. You hate yourself for getting to this point. You hate the world and everything that has happened to you. Trapped and alone. You don't even know where to start.

You start where you are. Right this very moment.

Take three deep breaths, right now. Breathe in through your nose and pull that breath as deep into your belly as you can. Pause...and… release. Now again, deep breath in... pause...and release. One more time... Deep breath in... Deep as you can... pause... and… release. Now, roll your head around a bit, stretch those neck and shoulder muscles. Close your eyes for a moment and still your thoughts. Just simply be for a minute or two. No rush, my words will be here when you are ready to come back. 

Now repeat this mantra to yourself three times aloud or as a soul whisper:

I am strong. I am capable. I am a work in progress. I will cease with the negative self-talk and replace each negative phrase with a positive one. I may not be where I want to be now but I believe in myself to know I will get there. I am not my past. I am not my future. I am now. I will set goals and I will take steps, however small, to achieve them. My life is found in those steps. I am worthy. I am learning. I accept and learn from my mistakes but will not let them thwart my faith in myself. Sometimes bad happens. I will remember good happens too and not get lost when things get dark. I will be my own light. I will be who and what I want to be, because I deserve it. I will trust myself and be my own guiding light.
 I can do this.
 I promise myself. 

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Deep breath and release. Head up, shoulders back, and feel the strength of your being in your spine. Imagine a flame inside of your chest - spark. It may be small, flickering like crazy, but it is there, and it is lit. Your duty to yourself is to see to that spark. Protect it and nurture it. There will be days it roars and days it sputters. Never-ever-ever, allow it to blow out. That is your fire. That is your soul. That is the one thing in this world no one can ever take away from you. Believe in that flame and believe in yourself. When the darkness threatens to overtake you - close your eyes and imagine that flame. Allow the light inside you to trickle into the dark. Even the smallest beam is something to hold onto until you feel your strength return. 

Understand life will not become amazing overnight. Understand sometimes shit happens and you need to deal with it when it does. It doesn't mean life is horrible, it means something horrible happened and you need to face it. 

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You are so much stronger than you give yourself credit for. You simply have to remember. You have to remind yourself until you weave it into the very fabric of your existence. You are strong enough. You are capable enough. You can do absolutely anything you set your mind to. Will you falter? Sure. Will you mess up? Of course. There are lessons in those mistakes - be smart enough to see them. Learn from them. Will the people in your life understand when you take your power back? The ones who deserve to be in your life, yes. The ones who don't? You don't need. 

Remember as you embark on your journey of healing, recovering, or reclaiming your life- just as winter draws to its end and the promise of spring dances in the distance - do not lose hope when your blossoming doesn't happen overnight. There will be many false starts, like snowstorms in March. You must learn to roll with it. When the time is right, you must plant the seeds, you must tend to them and nurture them, you must put the work in to make everything come to fruition. 

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Trust in the process. Never lose hope.

The trees never worry that their leaves will return. They will bud and grow when the time is right. The tree makes sure they have the strength of solid branches, the sunlight, and the freedom to grow.

Look to these trees now as winter begins to wane. You cannot see the strength within their trunks, but it is there. You cannot know when the leaves will come, only that they will. Learn this lesson - the tree never gives up when it doesn't happen fast enough, it trusts in the process. It grows strong and becomes ready. It heals from the darkness of winter, it gathers in on itself for the final push, and then it when it is ready, the leaves begin to bud and grow.

So, it is the same within you.
Gather your strength, heal from the darkness, tend, and nurture your soul - then bloom.


18 Comments
Allison Elliott
3/18/2014 02:52:51 am

You are unbelievable! We've never met and, yet, you know me so well. I took my deep breaths and became still. I will refer back to this because life has been beating me up. Just when I think I'm almost there- another blow. Thanks for believing in me- now to get on to believing in myself.

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Random Jenn
3/18/2014 11:08:41 am

Oh sweet Allison, I do believe in you. Because you are an amazing soul. I only wish you could feel as I do about yourself. But, never fear, you WILL!!

Remembering to breath is so important. I am learning this myself. Sometimes, I forget to breathe. It helps to center yourself and get back to handling the crap that comes. You can do it. Never doubt that.

Lotsa love,
~Jenn

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Gloria Croteau
3/18/2014 03:15:36 am

Love your blog! Always inspirational. Look forward to more!

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Random Jenn
3/18/2014 11:09:37 am

Thank you so much Gloria!! I appreciate you saying so.

xoxo
~Jenn

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Brenda
3/18/2014 04:13:21 am

Once again, you've captured the essence of what is going on in my head, and you've brought it out into the light! I so needed this today... Your depth and wisdom serve as a lamp to my path, and I am ever grateful to you for sharing this gift!

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Random Jenn
3/18/2014 11:12:17 am

Brenda,

It always strengthens me to realize that I am not alone in the things I face and deal with. So many others out there are just like me. It comforts me to know this. We all need the light in our lives. Most of all on those darkest moments. I am honored that you see my words as that light. Thank you so much, your words fuel me on to dig deeper. I am blessed to have readers like you.

Stay strong my friend. You got this.
~Jenn

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Patrick
3/18/2014 05:46:39 am

People say that when you need it, it will be provided. Its so profound that I found your book, then I found your Facebook page, now your blog. Your words inspire me just when I needed it most. I finished a DBT program as part of my getting sober quest. 19 months sober now. My mind is open to the fact I, not alone with my stuggles in my life. I was never taught any cping skills as a child and I have hide from my feelings my whole life. As a learn, I open up like a flower to the sunshine. I thank god there is people such as you helping explain human nature and its complexities. You have really helped and deeply touched me. Thanks "The Wizard"

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Random Jenn
3/18/2014 11:15:29 am

You have had the magic all along Wizard. Promise. Learning coping methods and ways to tap into your strength are key. Not always easy. But a worthwhile journey into your soul. I am honored to be along for your journey. It always fires my soul up to watch another blossom and become whole, as you are right now.

Keep up the amazing work my friend. Soak up as much wisdom and insight as you can. Guides will be brought into your life when you are ready for them. Just remember to keep your eyes and your heart open for them.

xoxo
~Jenn

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Terry
3/18/2014 06:04:27 am

Crying and praying I find my inner strength.

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Random Jenn
3/18/2014 11:18:26 am

Crying is good for the soul. It washes away all the shit that builds up and your tears help you see the rainbows. You will find your strength. It is there, just a bit dusty. You can handle anything life throws at you. Know how I know this without a doubt? You already have. You got to today. You will get to tomorrow and the day after. Dig deep. Then, dig even deeper. There is a well of strength inside of you just waiting to get tapped.

You can face, handle, and get through this. Promise.

Lotsa love my friend.
Jenn

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terry
3/18/2014 06:35:27 am

Love, love, love your blog! There is always something to learn, a new way of viewing things, new inspiration to be found here. Keep up the great work!!

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Random Jenn
3/18/2014 11:19:46 am

I promise to keep writing - if you promise to make me sweet things. LOL

I am happy to see that smile of yours. You are amazing woman and I am thrilled to have you in my world.

xoxoxo

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Elizabeth Kapp
3/18/2014 08:59:52 am

OMG...deep connection! Esp the words: "we're not here to live up to anyone's expectations but our own." BIG REALIZATION...hadn't FULLY released family tapes playing in my head, undermining my confidence (my spark!). Releasing, relit my flame, & will be trusting my guiding light going forward. TY ~ JV Manning. ♥

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Random Jenn
3/18/2014 11:21:38 am

I call those my AHA! Moments. When the lightbulb goes on suddenly and I start to wonder how I missed it for so long.

Fan that flame my friend. Make it ROAR!!!!! Always. Always trust yourself. I am so excited that this piece resonated with you!!

Thank you xoxox
~Jenn

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Tweefishy link
3/18/2014 09:06:47 am

This one sooooooo needs to be printable. Many thanks and lots of love to you. My soul needed this today.

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Random Jenn
3/18/2014 11:23:26 am

Tweefishy, Have you signed up to get my pieces sent to your email?
If not, let me know your email and I will send you a copy. Thank you for your sweet comment and stay strong my friend. Have faith.

May your soul shine with some new found insight!

Lotsa love xoxoxo
~Jenn

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Terry
3/18/2014 03:30:07 pm

Thank you jenn! Your words of support mean so very much! And the words you write are so profound. So glad to have you and your words to help pick me up ♥

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Eurist
3/31/2014 02:35:09 pm

I've been looking for strength. And this is it. Thank you sooooo much for this. I will never give up!!!!! :)

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